Baby Momma

16 Weeks and 2 days. Today, I noticed a belly.

Ultrasounds still coming to a blog near you

It's a Girl!!!!

I'm 16 weeks and she's due November 20th. Ultrasounds coming soon to a blog near you.

On Tuesday

Tuesday we will see our baby on ultrasound for the first time. Finally! There's been lots of complications to getting it, but it's coming. We'll finally know once and for all how far along we are. I know I am 14 weeks at the very least, but I could be 18 weeks. Then we'd find out it's gender soon. I can't wait to see Cletus!

There's a first for everything.

And today's first, is our anniversary! I love Trevor so much! He's so made for me it's not even funny. I have to say this has been the best and worst year of my life. Some Highlights:

• Honeymoon, minus the horrible sunburn we got


• Camping at fish lake


• Camping at Fort Bridger, WY


• I started school, while Trevor continued school


• Awesome tans and we got to landscape together


• Making out


• Cut down our own Christmas Tree after Thanksgiving


• Spent Christmas in Idaho


• Brought in the New Year with some renewed love and committment


• Became impregnated


• Trevor Graduated and started his career


• Spent Easters with Trevor's adorable cousins. I loved decorating the eggs and hiding them for the kids (in the snow)


• Celebrated anniversary

So I was talking to my mom the other day. And she said something like "You love him now more then ever huh?" and I said "Yep. I can't believe how much I do." and then she asked "Did you love him this much when you were engaged?" I said "Heck no! I didn't even know what love was when I was engaged! And I can't wait to have this child because I know we're just gonna grow deeper in love with each other, and this little one." And it's true. I love that man. I've learned what real love is when you have to sacrifice and put yourself last in order to make someone else happy. We've been through a lot, but we've come out on top. I thank the Lord every day that I get to wake up next to my best friend.

Ps I don't know why the flowers are blue. They're yellow in the picture, but when I uploaded it, they turned blue. Still looks cool.

Clinical Internship

Today I went to my first of 21 clinical internships. My body hurts. I need to get a doctors note so I can do less massages. I nearly passed out during my second one. Then the third one in a row nearly killed me. But my last one got me really energized and excited! All the other ones were just there to relax, which is fantastic. But my last one was in real pain and needed some help. And I saved the day!!!! It felt so great to help someone out like that. It's hard to explain, but it was unbelievably rewarding. I always wanted to go into the spa side of massage, but I don't know, I think the medical side might be more rewarding. But then again, who wouldn't want to get paid to be in a beachside resort, or in the bahamas? Eh, it's not like I can't do one for a while and then switch to the other if I get bored with palm trees and perfect weather.

Some Random samplers

Today i got the internet! Hooray! I'm so excited. And to celebrate, since I haven't posted pictures in forever, I will post some random ones that have happened in the last year. And you will finally see my short, better styled, hair. Enjoy.
Short hair....

We're selling this gorgeous antique upright baby grand piano. Any bids? $2500 and it's yours.

The following 3 pictures are camping at fish lake with my family last september. Trevor couldn't wait for Aebleskivers and started eating the children. It was tragic.

Gage escaped unharmed. He tried to convince Jason to let him use the guitar to smash it over Trev's head to save his sister. Nice try, Gage. Like Jason would ever sacrifice a guitar.

"Farmers tan in my neck and arms. Farmers tan, the secret of my charms. Every girl wants a man with a farmers tan."

Camping at the Mountain Man Rendevous at Ft. Bridger, WY.(above and to the right) It was great fun. But very cold in the morning. You were supposed to wear old time clothes, which trevor did, but I hadn't bought mine yet. This year I will be more authentic. And pregnant.